{"id":47,"date":"2003-12-22T15:51:28","date_gmt":"2003-12-22T21:51:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.douglasblaine.com\/?p=47"},"modified":"2010-09-07T19:41:51","modified_gmt":"2010-09-08T01:41:51","slug":"the-playpen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.douglasblaine.com\/index.php\/20031222\/the-playpen\/","title":{"rendered":"The Playpen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Artists, actors, and other fools say its Taos. Nearly anyone else will argue its actually Santa Fe.<\/p>\n<p>They&#8217;ll start with something they figure we can all relate to: sunsets. Then they&#8217;ll throw in something about being closer to nature. At this point they feel they have you safely warmed up to discuss contrasts: the earth and sky, the historical and contemporary, and maybe even the spiritual and concrete. If none of those sway, they&#8217;ll roll out a mysterious conclusion about the light. &#8220;The light is palpable, even flavorful. Like the wind or the rain.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>All these things are true but not for either of these places. Santa Fe is a full blown city and nothing kills a gaian shakra like a few thousand gas stations. Taos, well you&#8217;ve been there, Taos is just too touristy.<\/p>\n<p>I am no eastern philosopher, but I have to think that if a place is going to be a &#8220;The Place&#8221; it has to be able to remove you and replace the you shaped void with It. Not sure you even get the curteousy of being a vessel in this case. If that were the case then you could somehow carry a bit of It away; I seriously doubt The Place is going to stand for spritual evaporation of that magnitude.<\/p>\n<p>I have been to The Place. Spent months and years in The Place. I have even spent some time in the The Place Within The Place.<\/p>\n<p>There are a couple of cane chairs there. When I had first been there I might have told you they weren&#8217;t that old, but since those chairs are still there 15 years later maybe they are older than I would imagine. Maybe they came with TPWTP. The tile is not spectacular. But the wrought iron grills in the adobe archways are oddly turqoise&#8211;edging more toward the aged copper found in the nearby mines than the centerpiece of an awful squash blossom pawn necklace. &#8220;God, woman! Get a bra.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Seems like things would grow better in The Place and maybe they do, but they seem to fail in TPWTP. I can only imagine that the roses suffer from the the same inexplicable malady I do. Sure they twine with the ironwork but only with the help of a few industrial twist-ties. Ultimately, they just aren&#8217;t really there as much as you might expect.<\/p>\n<p>I have brought books here. I have brought pen and paper here. Even once, foolishly early on, I brought water-colors. But there was no point.<\/p>\n<p>The book closed before I could call him anything, let alone Ishmael.<\/p>\n<p>The pen was recapped before the night was dark or stormy.<\/p>\n<p>The brush was a lost cause before I was stupid enough to show up Here with it.<\/p>\n<p>I am gone Here. I am as important and as useful as the paint on the wall. Here I am an inanimate object. All my thoughts borrowed for a time while I am here, but returned without purchase in my mind. Don&#8217;t ask, I can&#8217;t tell.<\/p>\n<p>Here, God huffs on the window of my soul and it does not fog up.<\/p>\n<p>I just don&#8217;t understand why the mosquitoes can&#8217;t stay away.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Artists, actors, and other fools say its Taos. Nearly anyone else will argue its actually Santa Fe. They&#8217;ll start with something they figure we can all relate to: sunsets. Then they&#8217;ll throw in something about being closer to nature. 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